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Hi all. I am looking for some advice, I figure if anyone would be able to offer it, you all collectively would be the best bet.
Have any of you ever connected with a game animal and lost it despite your best attempts to recover it? How did you deal with those feelings?
Last evening I was hunting a friend’s private land where I’ve been blessed to be given an Antlerless Deer LOP tag for the third year in a row now. Buck season was very disappointing as I never even got a shot at anything despite covering over 30 miles hiking over the 8 days I took to hunt. About a half hour before shooting light was gone I spied three does, one of which looked dry, and prime for the taking. I was armed with a borrowed .45-70 which I had shot enough to know I needed to keep my shots at 150 yards or less due to the open sights. I stalked these deer until I got within 80 yards. I took a standing rest and calmed my breathing. Settling the front sight just behind the shoulder I squeezed off a shot. The 405 grain factory load seemed to hit well although she humped up and walked into nearby brush. I waited only about five minutes before going after her owing to the nearing of darkness. I went to where she was standing when I shot, tons of blood. I followed her blood trail into the brush and then into a nearby ag field.
The skeletons of thistles in that field were eyeballs deep to me. I kept following the trail until the brush got so thick that I could no longer see more than a few feet in front of me. I began to make circles, larger and larger as I felt mine was a good hit and I would find her shortly. Blood became nearly impossible to find. After nearly two hours of intense searching by flashlight I could not find the deer. I would be back looking today if I wasn’t at the doctors getting an X-ray on a recent work related injury. All I can figure is that I hit her poorly or the bullet didn’t perform properly on this small of an animal. I fully realize the 405 grain is likely designed with bigger game in mind but it’s what they had on hand at the LGS.
It was a long ride back to the house. I called the landowner to tell him what I had done and apologized profusely. He was very forgiving and offered to look for her in my behalf today, though I’ve not heard anything yet. It’s been getting into the high 60’s here during the day so I’m assuming that if she is found, she will be spoiled. I’m sick over it, this makes me feel like $0.02.
Per my questions earlier, is there something I could’ve/should’ve done different besides maybe not taking the shot? The season ends Sunday, should I just eat my tag for what I’ve done?
Looking for constructive criticism here, not shaming. I’m ashamed of myself over this to a greater point than anyone else could imagine. Please keep that in mind when you comment.
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Have any of you ever connected with a game animal and lost it despite your best attempts to recover it? How did you deal with those feelings?
Last evening I was hunting a friend’s private land where I’ve been blessed to be given an Antlerless Deer LOP tag for the third year in a row now. Buck season was very disappointing as I never even got a shot at anything despite covering over 30 miles hiking over the 8 days I took to hunt. About a half hour before shooting light was gone I spied three does, one of which looked dry, and prime for the taking. I was armed with a borrowed .45-70 which I had shot enough to know I needed to keep my shots at 150 yards or less due to the open sights. I stalked these deer until I got within 80 yards. I took a standing rest and calmed my breathing. Settling the front sight just behind the shoulder I squeezed off a shot. The 405 grain factory load seemed to hit well although she humped up and walked into nearby brush. I waited only about five minutes before going after her owing to the nearing of darkness. I went to where she was standing when I shot, tons of blood. I followed her blood trail into the brush and then into a nearby ag field.
The skeletons of thistles in that field were eyeballs deep to me. I kept following the trail until the brush got so thick that I could no longer see more than a few feet in front of me. I began to make circles, larger and larger as I felt mine was a good hit and I would find her shortly. Blood became nearly impossible to find. After nearly two hours of intense searching by flashlight I could not find the deer. I would be back looking today if I wasn’t at the doctors getting an X-ray on a recent work related injury. All I can figure is that I hit her poorly or the bullet didn’t perform properly on this small of an animal. I fully realize the 405 grain is likely designed with bigger game in mind but it’s what they had on hand at the LGS.
It was a long ride back to the house. I called the landowner to tell him what I had done and apologized profusely. He was very forgiving and offered to look for her in my behalf today, though I’ve not heard anything yet. It’s been getting into the high 60’s here during the day so I’m assuming that if she is found, she will be spoiled. I’m sick over it, this makes me feel like $0.02.
Per my questions earlier, is there something I could’ve/should’ve done different besides maybe not taking the shot? The season ends Sunday, should I just eat my tag for what I’ve done?
Looking for constructive criticism here, not shaming. I’m ashamed of myself over this to a greater point than anyone else could imagine. Please keep that in mind when you comment.
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